Should I stay or should I go?

Not sure what you mean by your beliefs are drifting away from the church, but that statement alone would likely have the largest impact on my decision if in the same boat as you.

If you mean the church is changing belief system or approach more than you are comfortable with, then I'd probably move on depending on if it is going away from Bible based belief system or if you mean this more of a music thing that you don't believe in, then that is another discussion too. If you mean you are not believing or losing faith like you used to have but the church is still Bible based, then I'd spend some serious time in prayer and reading the Bible for guidance. Maybe you need to find another church that is more foundational in the Bible and then plug yourself in there if you feel like you're not being fed, but you should also spend time in the Word to get fed too.

If entirely music thing, then I get that too. Played in a very large church most Sundays for about 15 years. Up to 4 services a week. Often I was the every week guy if I didn't block out dates. I suspect as the gray hair started being noticeble a change was coming. We did all the Ableton stuff, tracks, etc. Had a killer system and loved playing through it and loved the energy, but also sometimes, it seemed cheesy and too routine or too much about the production value. The bigger it got, the more that image permeated I think, but in defense, people's attention spans are shorter and shorter all the time so changing camera angles and having stage roving cameras and AV stuff may be more and more necessary to keep people engaged; what do I know. The message was always still straight on the righteous pathway though and all about salvation, so I never would have left on my own because I believed heavily in the mission and greatly respect the lead pastor.

It's a long story, but God called me to another church at the exact time I went from every week player to not getting another invite on PCO. Was very easy for me to transition, but I had been thinking about it to some degree also like you. I landed at my brother's church that I had been to a couple/few times over a half year or so and played at once when I was off and their guy wanted a week off. Now I get to play on the worship team with my brother (drummer) every week. Their bass player caused a bit of a scene one day and left about the same time that I stopped getting invited to my long-term church so I was instantly asked to play there to help out and have been there pretty much ever since.

 

I got out of playing churches due to a change in philosophies in the early 00's, but most of the subsequent changes Ive heard of make me glad I got while the getting was good. If the emphasis on SHOW over WORSHIP bugs you, Id roll out.

 

People tend to ride it out to the bitter end. Congrats to you for realizing the issues and trying to work out a solution.

Uncomfortable is uncomfortable. If you can’t get comfortable then move on. It’s not going to get better as the trend is clearly established. Good luck

 

Whether your playing secular or non-secular music, you'll always eventually have to confront some kind of generational shift, or generation gap as you get older. The church is trying to "stay current" or "stay relevant" and keep attracting new members.

Religion aside, it sounds like they're trying to focus on more of a full audio-visual production, rather than simply musical production. Just like if a secular band wanted to start adding video / film / etc to their stage show.

If you still enjoy the music, look at it as an opportunity for you to learn the mechanics of synchronizing a live band with multimedia. Useful in large productions like Broadway shows, etc. Maybe dive into that side of it, and learn some of that stuff. (Adobe After Effects, or Ableton, etc...)

If you still enjoy the people it's attracting to the church, then you'll just need to balance your own preferences for what worship music "should be" with the benefit it provides the church.

Worst case, treat the worship music as more of a gig, and start a side project that's strictly music-focused?

 

Sounds like they've moved away from you at least as much as you've moved away from them. Nothing wrong with moving on.

 

I can’t speak to the spiritual aspect of it, which I realize might be the most important thing here.

I will say this; learning modern show preparation, presentation, skills that entertain - keep “butts in seats” as you so perfectly phrased it - and skills made for video, no other way to put it - is an exceptionally valuable skill for any musician and frankly one that most of us don’t get the chance to learn in any context, because the money simply isn’t there. The last time I worked on that sort of production, it was for a major cable network, and 27 years ago. I’d love to have a shot at learning how to work in such an environment now, because there are a boatload of skills and knowledge I could learn. Skills and knowledge that just simply don’t get discussed here on TB. Or anywhere else, really. This is not exactly a forum for top-tier show business professionals, but more low-level professionals who work bars, clubs, county fairs, that sort of thing. Which are the vast majority of musician jobs, so that makes sense. Your environment is transitioning into something that is another couple of levels above that.

So there is discomfort there. Discomfort at having to “up your game”, which is never pleasant but can have some serious rewards, and discomfort with what may be changes in the values of an organization, which is also never pleasant and frequently has no remedy. That part I have no advice for, save that compromises to your core values are frequently not worth any rewards you gain from them.

I wish you all the luck and success you desire, and hope that you can find your way to a resolution you can live and thrive with.

 

I used to do all sorts of repairs and projects for the church my wife and I attend(ed). They somehow lost the cheerful community spirit and became very stern. I still do a few projects if a good friend of ours asks, but mostly they drove me away. Remember Jiminy Cricket and let your conscience be your guide

 

In a different forum, I would put this another way, respectfully. To honor TB's outlines and rules, I'll leave that somewhere else.

I'd only say I see a lot of these changes as well, and they do not speak to me positively, speaking for myself.

You can only follow what your faith and your heart tells you.

 

Maybe find a church whose values are more in line with yours. About ten years ago I had to leave a church I was playing at because I could no longer support their attitudes, etc. I was soon recruited by a small church that can barely put together a band and singers. It's not the most musically inspiring situation, but I feel good being a part of it.

 

I can't really speak (intelligently) to the religion part, since I'm agnostic enough to keep my music separate from faith, etc... BUT...

If playing the music is PART of your worship, PART of practicing your faith, and you feel like it's currently hampering your ability (or desire) to practice your faith, then maybe look for a better fit in the worship-music community.

If it's just a gig (and doesn't impact your ability to practice your faith), then just roll with it.

 

I transitioned to children’s church and writing bible songs for kids.
With adults it’s:
Too loud
Too soft
Too slow
Too fast
Too old
Too new
They complain. Kids really get into worshiping and that’s much more fulfilling.

 

Take "church" out of the equation:
1. You've played with a group of musicians you respect and enjoy for the last 5 years.
2. Philosophies have drifted a bit since then in a direction you really don't relate to.
3. The composition of the musicians has changed and you're not sure you are in sync with them.

Sounds like you need to find a new gig to me.

 

Sounds like you need to walk away, and start playing with like-minded people in a more secular setting. And keep in mind- a good bass player is ALWAYS in demand! Good luck.

 

I would love to play in a church band, but my beliefs are different than most big churches so I play in secular bands and I do church in the home without music for now. With the home church and with zoom I am free to practice my religion as I see fit, and that is important to me.