My supporting membership expired, because I don't have the extra $30 to renew it. The only reason I ever had it is that I used to buy and sell gear on here all the time. I'm contemplating paying it on my credit card and putting up some more gear for sale, even though I'm down to the "won't ever part with" stuff. I can't really get precious about it at this point, when I'm dead broke for 2 years and haven't had a credible prospect for a band in longer. 2 years ago today is when I had an EP of rough material written and demo recorded, a drummer on board for a band, practice space rented and the guy totally flaked out and I haven't had anything beyond a sporadic jam session since. Last real band I was in (potentially at least, never played a show) recorded its demo in 2013 and fizzled out right after.
I've sold so much sleeper/hidden gem type gear over the past 2 years that even if I had money (I'd buy clothes and pay medical bills first anyway), it'd cost me 4 times what I sold it for to get half of it back. I'm getting down to the point where it's custom bass gear and recording gear that I've been holding onto out of hope. Nobody is hiring me to record or mix anything anymore, didn't get any referrals from the past projects I did that go release or bands toured on, so I'm not using the recording gear anymore either and I sold everything but the bare necessities I need to record full bands the way I want.
Sorry for the emo dump.