My faults are of my own. Nobody in my band is to blame or aware of any of this. The other three are at a rehearsal dinner. Just now informed, though in disbelief. I have done wrong, I am attempting to contact those affected and rectify things. I deserve worse. Please leave the band alone. I put in my notice tonight and I am selling off all my gear in order to try to pay back those affected. This is all low of me. And I'm sure I will be bashed for even returning and offering money as restitution. I am throwing in the towl for music. I am 19, and will as soon as all things are sold and paid back, be broke and only have a low highschool education. I have brought the end to my own chance at a better life I am sure. This by far the biggest lapse of judgement one could make. This is an honest attempt to offer some fix to things. Mods, please do not remove my account until I have fully closed off with the parties at hand