Yeah it's been a life changing pain in the a$$. But mostly I just try to enjoy the times between the surgeries as much as possible. Really, that's all I have to work with. I think it's all made me a much nicer person. I still have a raunchy sense of humor, but I go out of my way to be good to people when I can. I figure there's just too much crap in the world, so why add to it? it's not hard to be nice. I'm not saying part of it isn't from the pain medicationI'm just saying its easier to be nice. Sorry for the tangent folks! Back to obsessing over material objects...
I'm with ya. I've had a couple of near deaths my self. Not surgeries but wrecks that resulted in surgery. But yeah, I tend to focus more on the positive cuz you're right, there is already too much crap in the world.

