Yesterday she told me she wants a divorce.
We were married 25 years a week ago.
To be fair, it is not a complete surprise, we have never been able to make it work as well as we hoped. We stopped trying long ago.
I can see us staying friends, and the kids never suffered from our difficulties. They've always had two loving parents, and that won't change.
I feel weird because so many things are going to change in the near future, and I am very sensitive to change. It feels kind of detached, as if my feet aren't touching the ground. Good thing I managed to get myself to go for a run, so now I can sleep.
Band rehearsal tomorrow morning, and I bought a new cab today that I'll bring. So I can make a good noise and get stuff out of my system.
Thanks for reading.