Well, the way I see it is that we can either buy something we really like while we're around to enjoy it, or we never get to know what it was like to own one. I choose the first option if I can swing it. If I'm okay never knowing what it was like to own one, then it wasn't really for me.
As far as being a good enough player to deserve one, there are always going to be both those who praise you and those who are critical of you, no matter what level you achiever. I say go for it.
Editing this because it sounded too grim.
No, I get it. At my age I feel EXACTLY the same way....or as the old man once said, "If you wait till you're old to enjoy something, you won't" Do it now while you're young. Thankfully I can say that I have traveled the world - seen and done things that the average Joe will never experience - so I've got that going for me....

