Mr. Warburton
As someone whose playing I actually had the patience to download from a dialup modem, and whose soulfulness and chops I was blown away by, you cut me to the quick.
So I guess for me it is important to be understood by you, whom I respect, having been very impressed by your playing.
What do you not understand? Is it regarding my opinion of the occasional use of the Real Books on live gigs, the original thread, or my thoughts regarding how best to convey feeling in music, through objective musical techniques, or through sincerity of conviction?
You only know of my way of talking about music, not of my ability to convey emotion through music. Who cares about the degree of emotional passion of talking about music? Talk and music are different beasts. When you tell me my "musical attitudes appear to be a bit cold", I am hurt by my own inability to properly seperate criticism of my verbally expressed attitude from my performance, which you have not conciously heard.
If attitude mattered Charlie Parker would be in jail, and Kenny G would be a millionaire (Whoops, that's what happened-bad example).
Having heard your download on another part of this forum, I am certain we share common values of what animates music. Human warmth is certainly paramount. So your "cold" remark, is, like the artic wind, biting.
Steven