been away for a couple days - now playing catch-up here.
i'm vegan as much as i possibly can be. i'm not "perfect", however, in that i have (unknowingly at the time) eaten rice in a restaurant that was cooked in chicken broth

, or thought i read a label thoroughly, only to find that there were eggs or dairy in the product i was eating

. i've learned over the years to ask questions, and i've toned down my preachiness.
you ask a thought-provoking question: would i put aside my ethics in the face of my own mortality? in an acute medical situation, i would take medication. would it bother me? yes. i kill ticks and mosquitoes, but i'll capture a spider or fly in the house and relocate them outside. i'm sure some soap i use in public restrooms was tested on animals at some point. i justify the above actions by saying i wouldn't be any good at promoting compassion for animals if i were dead - from an acute emergency, from a tick or mosquito-borne disease, or from dirty hands.
does doing any of these make me non-vegan, especially since i do it partially out of compassion for animals? i don't know. they're compromises I would/do choose to make. and i don't care what the "vegan police" think. each day i do the best i can and am able, to live peacefully and cause as little harm as possible. but each day is different, we're presented with a different set of decisions to make. what i want to ask of others is to think about: where their food comes from and what all is in it, what is in the cosmectic products they use, and what effect their purchases have on the earth and all its creatures. just to be more aware. i couldn't do that any longer if i were dead.
but, it's only a request...not a demand.